Lately I have been feeling lost. So many great things are happening for me but I can’t seem to get a grip on my happiness. I prayed for what I have now but I keep having this feeling that I am still not doing exactly what God wants me to do. There is a disconnection between me and God. I only started really feeling this way a few months ago. There was a time last year where I knew without a doubt that I was doing exactly what he wanted me to do. Now I feel as if I am doing other things that will help me but it is taking me away from the path I was once on. I realize that I just need to pray, take a breath and continue forward because God has not left me nor will he ever. I just want to do so many things, I have so much love to give, so much wisdom and I am afraid of not being as great as I could be. I know I am not the only one who has felt this way so I am writing to help you and myself. If you are feeling out of God’s reach know that you are closer to him than you believe. He will never leave your side and in the moments you feel the most distance, call out to him and ask him to show you his love for you. I believe in that moment, he will place something so great in your heart that you will know he is right there. Do not let the enemy convince you that you are alone. Go find some solitude and open your heart to God. He is waiting on you and this may be what you need to get around what seems to be a road block. Allow your faith to be stronger than ever in these moments. You are strong, loved, giving, caring and these things will see you through. Ask God to remove the ache that comes from trying to be so much for everyone and allow him to be everything for you.